How my Christmas came to be

My mood was crappy the minute I woke up. It could've been a bit better but no, everything was so screwed up. Like what I said on my tumblr that day. I learned a few lessons though, which is good, I guess.

I ended up eating all frakkin' day. To drown my disappointments, maybe.

The upside! (Yes, there is an upside for this holiday, though I felt like crap):
A new blank, red notebook from my mother, which I find both endearing and sweet of her to wrap me up a gift while I was taking a nap. I am easily amused.

Don't you trust me?

I've been having a Gleek-a-thon these past couple of days and I still can't get enough of The Kiss between Emma and Will, at last, unrequited love <3. Anyway, aside from that I'm planning to read a bunch of books that are piling up already.

1. Through The Looking Glass - Lewis Caroll. The sequel to Alice's Adventure in Wonderland, though I haven't read the first book yet.
2. The Good Apprentice - Iris Murdoch. The lead character's name is Edward and whenever I read his parts, I imagine RPattz D: A story about a guy who accidentally killed/murdered his own best friend by putting drugs on the sandwhich. His best friend jumped out of a window while he was gone for an hour or 2, and now he feels guilty for it. I'm actually reading it now and probably I'll finish it tomorrow. I hope.
3. The Mask of Dimitrios - Eric Ambler.
4. Far from the Madding Crowd - Thomas Hardy

My list of movies to watch.
1. Fantastic Mr. Fox
2. Inglourious Basterds
3. Where the Wild Things Are
4. Avatar - out of curiousity
5. Dear John - Channing Tatum and Amanda Seyfried. Nuff' said.
6. Last Song - I want to see Miley's acting and its not a Disney movie.
7. Valentines Days
8. Alice in Wonderland

Off the top of my head, I still haven't watched 500 days of summer and 2012.

So, I got early Christmas presents from Yza and her boyfriend, Hijo last Tuesday. Thank you guys, you are so awesome, that's why I love you so. She got me lipgloss from Beauty Bar ( its pink and heart-shaped, I'm not girly but, yay!) and a bar of Cadbury, which he felt sorta guilty afterwards, cause he knows that I'm allergic to chocolates. I told him it was okay and Yza said/reminded me that I should only eat 1 block per week. After a few minutes she scraped the idea, she knows for a fact that I have no self-control and I'm stubborn as a mule when it comes to those things, and dude, chocolate? Really, I could finish a bar within minutes. Still, thanks you guys. I felt happy unwrapping something, even if its bad for me.

Puffed out

I feel like Charlie Brown right now.
I just don't know what to do.
I am feeling unhappy and all moody and that is not a good thing.
I want to punch someone. Real bad.
I want to get away. I want to go somewhere.

The Aftermath

I got some really bad blisters the next day and it was painful to walk and put slippers on. Anyway, I'm currently reading The Good Apprentice by Iris Murdoch and I plan to finish it by Wednesday. I'm kinda slow at reading nowadays. Oh yeah, I also got this ponytail/bracelet from Yza, which I use everyday.

She's got you high

This is me, or should I say, my hair. Its long now and my curls are starting to appear again, ala Vanessa Hudgens.

Hi, I look so tired in this photo, and look it's my training shirt. HAHA.

Silly, there are no butterflies

I like this photo a lot. Natural light bokeh shot.

Today I woke up feeling nauseous and cranky.

These past few days I was busy helping my brother pack stuff and transfer it to their new home, it is kinda sad to see them leave our house since it's back to three people again, me and our parents. When I woke up this morning, at around 11 am already since I got home at 1 am already. I have a headache due to lack of sleep and I feel tired due to carrying stuff back and forth, but it was fun and I want to do it again.

Still, I'll post pictures, like the one on top.

A view from our bedroom, roof tops, cables, light post, trees and the sky.

The old camera I found lying around my sister's former bedroom, which doesn't really work.


It was a Sunday, we were headed home from my brother's place. It was a quite drive and I was listening to my father's cd play. I was staring blankly at the windows when I realized the colors of the sky, I find it amazing and beautiful. Clash of colors as I call it, this photo gives no justice to what I saw that time.

I was doing a little experiment with my cameras.

I was supposed to post New Music Monday today, but I got lazy so I'll start next week.

Things fall apart

Today, my mood is really sulky and moody, blame hormones and mother nature.
I'm pretty testy today and the events that happened a while ago didn't help one bit. I don't know if I'll still pursue my Christmas Photography Series since a.) We are not even going to celebrate Christmas b.) I don't feel the so-called Christmas spirit and lastly I don't know, it seems pointless anyway.

But still, I'll post pretty pictures and probably start another series, y/y?

Here, have a strawberry instead.